Life at Home

After two months at home with baby Micah, I am beginning to realize that this is not going to last forever. I am terrified to go back. I'm afraid that I'm going to miss so much in my new baby's life. He changes on a day by day basis and I see how hard it is for Michael to manage that at times. He only works two days a week! I am desperately searching for any other work options but of course I can't come up with anything. Especially not until Michael finds himself a more permanent position. Once that happens, I'm considering providing daycare-type babysitting. In all reality, I could easily do my work from home, though I would still need a babysitter for Micah. Unfortunately I do not work for an organization that is open to that type of work arrangement or any alternative arrangements at all.